Sex is a taboo subject. Which is rather strange as it is all around us. It sells newspapers and it guides advertising space. However, sex for many people is a subject that is only discussed superficially and in everyday life and in our relationships too, we rarely understand each others sexual desires and sexual lifestyle. Sex consequently brings with it a great deal of angst when someone indicates a preference and liking etc.
To reveal to a loved one what really turns you on can be dangerous and relationship changing. That's why I have many visitors. Most men are too scared to tell their wife or lover what they want to do to them or what they want reciprocated.
It is a recipe that simmers away and with every encounter with a loved one this cauldron of desire bubbles away. And then I get a visit.
Most things I encounter I enjoy. As I have mentioned I like variety. I will try most things as long as everyone involved is happy, enjoying it and it is not damamging to health. Which brings me to S and M.
I regularly get my bottom spanked and I like it. I am sometimes asked to spank bottoms and I can get into it. Infact I can be quite physical and have even been involved in wrestling conbat with a friend who liked to fight naked.
Last week, however, I was asked to be involved in a foursome. This involved a married couple, a male friend and me. The husband was a cuckold and he wanted his wife and her lover to abuse him in public. To make this more real they asked me along to play the role of the lover's wife. It was a complicated game. After giving it much thought I accepted! The game intrigued me.
We all met in a restaurant. It was not busy and there were plenty of tables empty. We chose a table in the far corner away from everywhere else. The husband sat in the corner and the three of us sat opposite.
For any onlookers we looked like two couples out for a nice evening meal. We looked very much like other couples in the restaurant. After ordering the meal, however, the lover and the wife left the table to go to the bathroom.
I sat opposite the husband and he carried on chatting to me about everyday things, the weather etc. Noentheless, his legs moved about under the table indicating he was not totally at ease. His eyes sometimes left me to scan the bathroom area. Here I was unsure as to what my role was.
His wife and lover eventually emerged. They were holding hands and smiling. They chatted away like any other couple and his wife seemed serene and enjoying the moment.
As the wife's lover sat down he dropped a pair of panties on the table in front of the husband. The husband carried on talking as the lover picked up the panties, smelt them and then put them on the husband's head.
This all happened in the restaurant but appeared unseen. One waiter, however, seemed keen to serve the table and may have noticed a few things. The wife removed the panties from her husband's head and gave them to her lover.
The lover then took me by the hand and led me on a route similar to that I had just witnessed with him and the wife. He quickly located the disabled toilet and pulled me inside. His kisses were strong and passionate and he had the smell of a woman on his lips.
As he kissed me his hands grabbed my breasts and he fondled me roughly. I am not over keen on the rough treatment but I enjoyed this moment. As he moved his hands into my pants I could feel myself very wet and his fingers entered me very easily.
After some minutes kissing and embracing he removed my panties and then putting them in his pocket we left the washroom.
As we returned to the table he handed my panties to the wife, she smelt them and pushed them into her husband's hands and told him to go and put them on.
To my amazement the husband left the table and walked towards the washrooms.As he left our vision the lover's hand roamed my vagina and I could sense he was doing something similar to the wife. I enjoyed his touch and I opened my legs so he could have easier access.
When the husband returned he was looking forlorn and walked towards us head down. As he sat opposite the three of us the lover moved his right hand beneath the husband's nose. He slid his fingers across his nostril.. After a few seconds he replaced his right hand with his left. As he did this he smiled.
' Both pussies are wet. Very wet!', he whispered to the husband.
'Take down your jeans', the lover hissed.
And the husband did. He slowly slid his jeans to the floor and as he did his wife dropped her knife. Bending down to pick it up she looked under the table.
'What a slut you are!' she hissed at her husband. 'Wearing knickers, that's you isn't it. You wear the panties in this household, don't you?'
'You are a real girlie aren't you.', the lover chippped in.
'What are you?', the lover continued.
'A gilrie', the husband replied.
The evening proceeded in this fashion and the husband received constant abuse throughout the dinner.
Afterwards the lover fucked the wife and myself and as he did he abused the husband.
Throughout the ordeal the husband never ever gave a hint of emotion or wanting to stop the abuse he was suffering. He was infact paying for it as I was there and he also paid for the dinner.
Nonetheless, I was unsure of the situation. This was not a foursome but a triangle and I was a mere paid extra. I did not have a speaking part.
Did I enjoy the evening? Yes, in part. I wanted to be reassured that all were happy and that it was a game and not for real. But this was not my role!
Nonetheless, there is a large distance to move from procreation to this sexual desire. Procreation is about producing life and usually love is involved. Most sexual acts involve a form of love pact, that is why it is called love making. Most sexual acts involve kissing and caressing. It involves saying passionate words, kinds words, flattering words, encouraging words, words of praise, words of satisfaction. It is about becoming one. The ying and the yang. The cunt welcomes the cock. They form a bond that is both natural and exciting.
So although I was entertained and educated by my evening with the husband cuckold. I was left with many unanswered questions. The main one being, 'Where is the love?'.
I am very happy to be involved in these kinds of role play and I am as equally happy to be loved, in a sexual way. However, all parties must be both supportive, open and most importantly happy!
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