The Long And Winding Road

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6gCUGaiG6k

It is often a long road
To my door
A winding Road
Divorce, a broken relationship
Unsatisfactory sex
Or just wanting a thrill

The road to my door
Is never a straight one
Nothing in life is straight
Nor is it
A road without roadworks
Without obstacles

Guilt, nervousness, lack of money
Lack of time
Cold feet
Many things get in
The way and often
Mental debris

Availability, suitability
Lack of ability
A dislike of condoms
Nervousness about the unknown
A frailty of the new
A fear of poor performance

Ejaculation that happens
Too quick
Or not at all
And then some regrets
But many reappear
Walking the long winding road

I'm a diary
I'm a love letter
I'm a book of poems
My pages will tempt
The journey
The path though will be

Long
&
Winding

He wanted his wife!

He was nervous, he was shy
He was distant, he didn't want
To lie
Next to me, at first
And then he did

And he softened
And we cuddled
He closed his eyes.
And hugged
Me, so tight

He was quiet,
He was so silent
He did not want
To talk
So we didn't

He lay atop of me
No eye contact
He was looking for
Someone
Someone not there

He was not looking
For me
He wanted his wife
She was dead
You see

She had died
And he died a little
Too
But that is why
We call it LOVE

Sex is so much
Different
And he had confused the two
And I sometimes do
Too

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