Windows

Windows

What window are you?
Do you hide those looking in?
Or those looking out?

Many people obscure,
They erect blinds
And curtains are drawn

However, you can see through me
I am tainted and torn
But continue to darken the light

I create shadows
That men hide in
And where I'm hiding now

The window was opened
And now it's shut
The paintwork making a seal

Leaves

Autumn Leaves

Yellow and browns, the autumn outfit
Some want to sparkle
And throw on the red dress
The very red dress
The dress that means I want action
But most settle for brown and yellowish shades

None remain blemish free
But most contain the stains of a summer party
Some cling to the past like a leech
Even October winds cannot induce a fall
They wave defiantly above the carpet of friends
Who once created summer shade
And a respite from August heat

But like all, they will fall
As winter's chill knocks and grey skies plough the heavens
The last leaf falls, dropping like a tired child's eyelids
After an exciting day
But already life is stirring within the sturdy trunk
The life blood of tomorrow's leaves stir
Slightly, awaiting spring and a new passage of time
A passage of time when the leaves of Fall
Are quickly forgotten
And all looks forward to the blossom and the buds

A Catch 22 situation

One of the best books of the last century is 'Catch 22' by Joseph Heller. It is a great book and is also a very good film.

The book title has given the English speaking world a wonderful expression and you can often hear it in both formal and informal situations. It is a similar expression to, 'damned if you do and damned if you don't', 'the vicious circle', 'a chicken and egg situation', or 'heads I win, tails you lose'.

I will give you Heller's explanation of the term in a dialogue the main character, Yossarian, has with his doctor.

Yossarian looked at him soberly and tried another approach. "Is Orr crazy?"
"He sure is," Doc Daneeka said.
"Can you ground him?"
"I sure can. But first he has to ask me to. That's part of the rule."
"Then why doesn't he ask you to?"
"Because he's crazy," Doc Daneeka said. "He has to be crazy to keep flying combat missions after all the close calls he's had. Sure, I can ground Orr. But first he has to ask me to."
"That's all he has to do to be grounded?"
"That's all. Let him ask me."
"And then you can ground him?" Yossarian asked.
"No. Then I can't ground him."
"You mean there's a catch?"
"Sure there's a catch," Doc Daneeka replied. "Catch-22. Anyone who wants to get out of combat duty isn't really crazy."
There was only one catch and that was Catch-22, which specified that a concern for one's safety in the face of dangers that were real and immediate was the process of a rational mind. Orr was crazy and could be grounded. All he had to do was ask; and as soon as he did, he would no longer be crazy and would have to fly more missions. Orr would be crazy to fly more missions and sane if he didn't, but if he was sane he had to fly them. If he flew them he was crazy and didn't have to; but if he didn't want to he was sane and had to. Yossarian was moved very deeply by the absolute simplicity of this clause of Catch-22 and let out a respectful whistle.
"That's some catch, that Catch-22," he observed.
"It's the best there is," Doc Daneeka agreed.

So why is an escort quoting Joseph Heller I can hear being asked?  Well, I am often left in a Catch 22 situation.

I enjoy sex and I enjoy playing with my visiting friends.I am often described as an energetic lovemaker, passionate even aggressive. I also have orgasms. As I said I enjoy myself.

I enjoy myself so much that some of my visitors comment that they should be paid or that I should not get money as I am having so much fun. Now sometimes this is said in jest but there are times when it is said seriously.

So in the latters case do I act as if I am not enjoying myself, not having fun. I am sure that I would then be described as cold and lacking any passion.

It is, consequently a catch 22 situation. 

Nonetheless,  I am pleased to report that most men are happy to have me eager and excited to be fucked and love it when I have an orgasm. And I love them for it.

Girls just want to have fun!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIb6AZdTr-A

So if anyone wants to have some energetic and fun sex then get in touch!

dariax@hotmail.co.uk

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